Chapter 5.2 Excerpt “I am leaving you” of “Crazy God Mother II”

“You know? I dreamed about you last night and you were wearing this pants. I like when you wear this sort of outfit since it more fits me,” Me.

“Really?*” Indira.

“Hi, you are in France now. Good job,” Boshi.

“……” I hang up. Yes, remember there is a time when you can fall for a narrative. When there is a time, you believe in the Episodes.

“It is basically I feel if I do not violate their First Amendment right, they will create some rules not existing in this world but our world. Nah, I cannot give them that power,” I was talking to Kat.

Kat broke up with Dihren and she was crying on the day. When she called me, she was saying, “I don’t know why, after I become the person I want and he becomes one too, we drifted apart and this is the best decision I can make.”

“Well, I cannot believe I was so jealous of you guys when you and him kissing in the club. I was like asking myself if I was just being selfish but that impuse is very real,” Me.

“Yeah, that’s his proof,” Kat.

“Asylum Application:

Indeed someone can just move on without taking a breathe.

But I have a reputation that I have built for my career.

When the person jokes about stabbing, why don’t she put another reason of me in the bathroom?

Why don’t she talk about what she was doing on that night?

And why and most importantly, she did not mention how she was using me, abusing me, creating rules that I must follow but pretending a victim before the agency?

Yep, I put an S before ‘he’ because he is just that sneaky.

He uses the fantasy to create a dark word and makes people fall.

The next morning before you can realize, it is your hell.

I feel chilling each time he makes a move.

He will just control your time and the only joy he can get is that he knows he has control over you.

Your time.

I tried. I tried to not remember but I cannot. 

I tried to escape with other means but when my finger touches my device, the next thing comes up is him.

We were together when I was on a mission and part of the rule please refer to this contract, is for his protection to monitor his safety.

I know he knew this day will come, but you know what again I just believe if he BS about how crazy I am. The persecution he inflicted on me no normal person can imagine.

Boshi Obiekea

Date:”

“Asylum Declaration 2

My life in France is perfect. Each day, I have a purpose and I believe I am building something meaningful, the architect that I always want to create in my brain.

I was told by someone cocine is dangerous, Heroin is addictive but one thing no one has told me is the addiction that power can bring to you when it is meaningful, joyful, and ultimate for the great of the society.

I remember the date when I walked out with my accent while speaking French, and I remember when I finished making oral argument before the high court judges. I can see how proud my professors were looking at me.

Yes, unlike somebody, I believe asylum is a new beginning of one’s life. A new beginning to not let anyone and everyone to pick any dark spot on your past.

But, I do concede some karma can last long and make you feel the alertness when you even touch about it a bit.

As I can never imagine how I can feel if me and him exchange body.

Well, we did,” Me.

Yes, one day when I was reading from morning to the evening and completing my assignments, I suddenly felt shocking because I totally do not recognize myself anymore.

One day when I was looking at the mirror after one joint.

“Abs checked, Butt, checked, chest checked, and most importantly, back, my new front, checked,” yes being a narcissist is more addictive than self-love.

Full scholarship seriously has its win since you do not need to think about if your mom pays $50,000 a year for you just to study, where the money is from?

Plus, I got to have the fun again. 

“I am an international student sorry my French just not very good. I need classmates’ help,” Me.

“Then don’t waste my money and quit,” Kwat.