“You are the love of my life,” Boshi.
“BS,” Me.
“Why don’t you believe me?” Boshi.
“Because it does not make any sense,” Me.
Boshi and I had a fight when I told him that I was about to go to Switzerland to meet my mom. He also accused me of acting one way and then not admit it, the authenticity of our relationship.
“I still remember that night, when I was there, I just felt I did not know what’s going on. Now when I asked myself, I still don’t. So, eventually I did not know what that is and I cannot believe we are talking about it since I did not know what to discuss,” me, “or maybe you can try something else since I play smart only.”
“Oh,” I continued, “it kind of reminding me my step mom, who is my goddess but for a period of time dad and her not in good terms due to they talking to each other. It feels something between them not real and then talking about it make it real somewhat but eventually it went somewhere not really something I believe fit my ideology. But they still good.”
“See! They overcome their hurtles and now they are still a married couple in good terms. That is called spousal relationship, communication,” Boshi.
“Ok, I have to be honest. I dated a lot since I was a kid,” me, “Ok, I have another boyfriend in Florida.”
“……….” Boshi.
I still remember the first rich dude that I dated. The easy luxury life which made me totally lost in a world of fictional and at the same time, because of Jila.
Jila has a comfortable lifestyle where her job was to be the perfect wife that every man wants and while keeping the secret of that man. That also includes, cheating.
In return, she got to be my mom and be the person who kept the money from all the illegal means.
Life really has its miracle because someone cheap can never be expensive and something not real always being fake.
“Hi son, you are back,” mom.
“Yeah, I always know you are my mom,” me.
“Hi, are you mentally stable?” Jila.
Before 10 seconds, I said, “I came back to India because of you.”
I learnt the word of “disowning”. The argument of who raised me, can never happen.
“Yeah, so a lot of things you are not interested no more,” mom.
I disowned Jila. I found out she deserve a world of her own, her own freedom, her own dignity, not a wife who hide the corruption money from anyone and then being inferior than her adoptive son who is her nephew.
“But if I seriously talk about mom, I just feel, she did something wrong but right, to run away,” I can never believe how Jila and I communicated with each other, “and yes, there is a price for freedom and money, to lose your son.”
“But how do you feel about it,” mom.
“I believe the truth now is more brutal to even figure out. The money is not clean, no matter who has it,” me, “I seriously wish when she was on her way to Berlin, she knew it was to the destination of her new life, a new life of her own. She can be the artist, she can be the student, she can be the investor, she can be someone who truly lives her own life, enjoy the feeling of equality and not forced to listen to anyone. If that was all her wants.”
My mom can never deny how jealous she was when Jila had my custody. More of something like, because of the neglect, my son is a hero. And then her counter argument was that, if I was the one who raised him, he can be at least taller.
Dad will say something, “oh, then he will be a model and then commit suicide.”
One thing is also very interesting which I always brought up, “the price of being normal” and “their world works the way it is”.
“But why not make sense to us?” Mom.
“It is our secret,” me.
“I believe I should have the custody over my son because I know him better. I raised him, even remotely, I know what is best for him,” yeah, when fighting over my custody, my mom really speaks English not French at the court.
“But someone used a translator and then be the opposing counsel,” me.
Yeah, my step mom was hired by my dad to argue about my guardianship when I did not know that the meaning of guardianship both of them are afraid of me either enslaved or enslave the others.
My step mom responded by saying, “yes but my husband really spent time as well. Remember one time? he pretended the teacher of my son’s high school and race with other teachers. That shows how caring his dad is.”
Yes, in family court it is weird when something really is about moral principle not really how much time each contribute even.
“Ok, and I cannot talk about the proceed,” my mom was talking to herself.
“Exactly,” my step mom looked at her and agreed without words.
One day when I finished working out and then I staring at the elevator of the building, I just cannot believe how attractive rich is. When you look at the metal, you know it is expensive. So the next question is, how to make it? or How to access the building.
Yeah, some thieves can never understand.
“Why did you come to my apartment building without my consent?” I talked to Boshi with a very harsh tone.
“You told me I can stop by anytime I want,” Boshi.
I got mad but at the same time there is no response such as “I meant after I gave you the consent before you come.”
He can argue back by saying, “your words alone is the consent with at least 6 months validity.”
Boshi of course won the competition among the other competitors and all of them knew he is a good singer, someone who can win American Idol.
“But I forgot, he watches to much,” I complained to Indira.
Indira had another sip of the drink and looked outside the window.
Yes, Indira divorced from everyone. She sold half of our business and hired a team of spy. The initial down payment is $350,000.
“Give me find her!” of course, she meant god mother.’
The second day when I visited her office, I went straight to her fridge first and it was a Friday.
“TIGF I can drink in the afternoon. You know how stupid they are? They did not know how human body consume alcohol and kept saying that I am an alcoholic. I cannot respond by saying something that because you don’t work out or you are fat since we used to be fat. Ahahaha.”
Again, Indira did not respond to me.
Yeah, I cannot ask her whether she is mad that I told her the truth by without saying it.
“Wow, almost half billion deposit. What is it for?”
“It is not your business, but maybe it is for an alien,” Indira.
Boshi showed up to the office. I was not surprised and then he handed Indira a form.
“You mf…………” I was staring at him with anger. I just could not believe that I was the one who was fooled.
The second day, American Idol became another person.
One became a spy, and another became a model.
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